Well, that's the second time.
One with her Mom, and now this one.
Those things only hurt yourself & show how weak you are.
Hope you are starting to realize the importance of NC & the strength you have to muster up to do so. You can do it.
Alcohol can cloud that, and Im sure you are paying the price now by feeling like crap.
Just get back on the NC horse & don't do those things again.
Were here to help you get over the hump.