Originally Posted by goldnugget
it is still so hard when i love him so much. we spoke on the phone today and he said he still loves me and wants to be with me but that i have no right to mistrust him and his lies to me. he told me that that's the reason he wanted to break up because i don't trust him. i asked him how could he expect the trust not to be damaged and he called me a "dumb ****" if i didn't know the answer to that. he has never, ever called me names before. i am so hurt still and even though the counselling is helping i still love him so much. why does someone try and turn something around onto others. i did nothing wrong.