Go on a trip you've always wanted to go

first of all I want to jump on the band wagon and say that you have gotten a lot of great advice on this post! And you should really take it.

I went through the same thing a year ago, well close at least and I was acting like an idiot, I'll admit and ended up wasting 6 more months on some fool who NEVER deserved me and he even admitted it out loud that he didn't think that we were that good together, but he didn't want to let go: what if he make a mistake?

and then we broke up (I had enough) but then
I was raped this summer and he was still hanging around because suddenly he wanted to be with me (funny hu, just when it was to late) and I was vulnerable and lost and I went back to him. But now I've broken it of for good. And NC is really the way to go.

it's all he understands. I've changed my phone no. even and I'm going to block him on Facebook.

she is totally taking you for a ride... and it is really up to you to decide whether you want to go alonge with it... but is she worth the pain? My x and I can't be friends. He takes every bit of contact as a sign that I'm going to be there forever and I'm not going to be there at all.

she doesn't deserve your time and attetion! Move on...