Originally Posted by jenny77
THIS HAPPENED YESTERDAY!!!!
alrite guys...im finally 100% on wat ive decided...
for one i will not get back with him..my aunt had lent him a bookand i had to go pick it up yesterday..i had a feeling this wud happen..so i drove to his house and b4 i did i had sent him multiple textes saying to put the book in the mailbox and i dont want to see ur filthy face. so he kept responding how sorry he was and blah blah blah..i just wanted to make sure he wud put it..cuz i knew if he sees me he wont let me go.. i also told him to tell his dad to put it since he wasnt home which was great but he wudnt tell me if his dad was home because hes usually working..so i didnt wana just drive there and have him not be there.
the day before yesterday i put all the memories,pictures album, valentines day cards, christmas cards, even noted we passed in high school in AP chemistry, i went to his house he was home i saw his car so i quickly hung the bag with stuff on his mailbox and after i left i told him to take it...i had to take the first step to make myself get over him and doing this meant sooo much to me..it made me feel strong..so he eventually got the bag and he sent me messages saying that u see u do love me and u kno i love u ths symbolizes our love and i wrote if u loved me u wudve not done wat u did wit that girl in fact i can't even say u care about me because u just dont hurt people u care about..obviously u didnt care so love is beyond"" anyway and thats wen i had gottn a call from my aunt saying she needed her book it means a lot to her..so i told him to drop it in his mailbox...
so back to wat i was saying..i drove to his house and there was no book in the mailbox soo i started yelling a storm in my car and i texted him a really mean text once again basically saying put it in the mailbox and go inside or ill drive off.
while im texting this kid comes out with the bag i gave him of all of our stuff and my heart dropped wen i saw him.. i really didnt want to see him..so i figured the book was in the bag i gave him..he ran to my car and tried to open the door but i locked it..his eyes were soooo puffy and teary he luked soooo depressed ive never seen him like that..so i opened the wimdow just a little it and yelled give the f-in bag..so he just kept saying baby just please please please listen to me for a little bit pleasee and at this point he was crying and crying non stop..and i took the bag finally..and im in the car guys hes locked out kno that..so he gives me the bag and me smart i luked inside and see that the book wasnt inside..
it was all the stuff that i had given him the memories..so he said baby please take them back i kno how much they mean to u please..and he said he put a letter inside for me so i took it out and i crumbled it in his face and said "it means NAAA--thingggg to me!!!!!" and he began crying to a point where he cudnt even talk...
things he said..baby this was soo long ago please i made a huge mistake i was immature and stupid and i can honestly say im the f-in stupidest guy on earth..i had something so precious and i just threw it away( i said..IT U IT WAS 4 MONTHS AGO ur guna tell ur matured and u became a man during that time????????????????) he says baby please take me back i promise u ive changed and the word please and dont leave me wer said sooo much i lost count...he said i promise i will be ur man the man u deserve i will baby please give this only chance please!! and hes crying..at this point im yelling get me the book and he is trying to get his arms in the wimdow which he cudnt because i kept shutting it..
than i had had it soo i lowered my window and got close to his face and said GET ME THE BOOOOKKKK!!!! im not listening to ur lies and bull just GOOOOOOOO!!!!
he said baby i can't do that im sorry..i can't let u goooo please dont leave meeeee and i smacked him while he was saying all this....guys i was soooooo heatted..
wen i went not to sound conceated lol but i luked hott i had my nice and my glasses on the thing that reallllyyyy got him emotional was wen i said luk at mee..(i pulled up my sunglasses) and said u see......not one tear...luk whose crying now..luk whose begging now and i smiled..he just BROKEEE down.
than i had also told him this..i took off my sunglasses again and said "listen move on im never guna get back with u... and omg that was the worst thing ever for him...i said i dont feel bad for...and he kept begging baby at least let me sit in ur car and talk please..ive been sooo depressed i can't function i can't breath ur my life and im not letting u go..baby disrespected my family and urs by my dumb action and most of all you...i dont care wat u say to me say what ever u want becuz i deserve it(guys ive never hit him b4..ive never cursed at him never becuz we HAD respect but now that its all gone it kills him for me to talk to him this way)
OK SO I GOT REALLY MAD RAN OUT OF MY CAR AND RAN INTO HIS HOUSE..HE RAN AFTER ME AND I WENT TO LUK FOR THE BOOK AND MY LUCK HE HID IT..HE KNOWS ME TOO WELL..SO I BEGAN SCREAMING WHERE IS THE BOOK..HE PICKED UP THE CRUMBLED BABY HE WANTED ME TO READ FROM MY CAR AND HE BEGAN READING IT OUT LOUD..IT WAS A PAGE FROM HIS JOURNAL FROM WEN ME AND HIM FIRST HUNG OUT AND HOW MUCH HE LIKED ME..I TOOOK IT OUT OF HAND AND SLAPPED HIM WITH IT..GUYS I CUDN CONTROL MY SELF IM USUALLY THE GIRL THATS ANTI PHYSICAL ABUSE LOL BUT I CUDNT CONTROL MY SELF. HE ONLY BLOCKED ME AND KEPT TALKING AND SAYING FORGIVE ME PLEASEEE AND SH-IT. FINALLY HE GAVE ME THE BOOK CUZ I WAS GOING CRAZYYY CUZ I WNTED TO LEAVE HIS HOUSE WE WERE IN HIS ROOM U KNO..HIS BED WAS RITE THERE AND IT HURT ME TO LUK AT IT CUZ WE SHARED A LOT OF SPECIAL MOMENTS ON IT AND NOT JUST LOVE MAKING. ANYWAY I GOT THE BOOK AND RAN SOOOOO FAST OUT HIS HOUSE AND HE WAS RITE BEHIND ME..HE WANTED TO HOLD AND STUFF BUT HE KNEW THAT WAS THE WORST THING HE CUD DOO..CUZ I WUD FLIPP A SH-IT. SO WEN I GOT IN MY CAR HE RAN IN AND HE SAT IN THE PASSENGER SEAT!!!OMG I WAS SOOO PISSED..ALL I WANTED WAS THE DAM BOOK AND I CUDNT GET IT ANY WAY ELSE CUZ ONLY HE KNEW WHERE IT WAS AND HE WUDNT DROP IT OFF AT MY AUNTS!! HE DID IT CUZ HE WANTED TO C ME AND TALK. AND I WENT THERE KNOWING THIS BUT I ALSO DID IT SO HE CAN C HOW MUCH IM OVER HIM IN JUST 2 DAYS!!
so he of course continued to say a whole lot of bull...baby listen i can't let u leave me please give a chance and i promise u it will change and i will stay at my aunts house and be home every weekend and but i didnt care and he said he wud come home during the week sometimes because his aunt lives between his schol and my house. he could come home half the time...
i said listen get this in ur puny brain my heart is sealed and i can NEVER let u back in u understand??u betrayed my trust for u and its all been lies after lies!!!!im screaming these sentences and hes crying like a lil baby. i can never satisfy u after wat u did..u had sex with me and than with her and than WITH MEE!! do u understand..congradulations u got wat u effin wanted and now u can be free and screw as many girls as u want!! because im stronger and numb from the pain that i dont bother to care anymore. after this pain i can handle anything and that means letting u go((((dammm im mad nice hahahah)
and he began cryingggggggggggggg and cryingggggggggg and cryingggggggggg he cudnt even talk from his tears..i said to him i dont feel bad for u and before u had told me baby dont ever think that u were never good enough because ur the best girlfriend any guy can ask for... i said ITS NOT THAT I WAS NEVER GOOD OF FOR U...ITS THAT I WAS TOOOOOOOO GOOD FOR YOU) another nice one by mee haha and his last thing he said to me was i promise im gona earn u back and i dont care how long it takes because ur my life.. i said wat the hell do u want from me!! its not guna happen and he refused to accept that. i had also told him listen this is just a phase u may feel like now but ur guna eventually forget me and move on i mean i am, im going out this weekend with kayla and he broke down once again...and he said no baby please donttt..i can't have u be wit other guys and i said watch mee and smiled.. ok the end my fingers hurt haha
ok so thats my 1st love tragic ending story please comment if u have advice for me regarding my future with this cheater, i can only say that i am in love with him and i told him listen i want to be with you soooooooooooooo bad as much as u BUT i can't and he said yes u can baby please but i didnt listen..maybe in like year or sumtin maybe we can start all over? but i dont think i can with the way i feel now u kno but people do deserve another chance and they also deserved to be punished. his punishment is never seeing me...give me some advice ;)
