WOW , this is a long thread :eek:
Steve
People on here (some very smart people I might add ) have told you what you should do and how you should go about it. Rather than going back and forth over old ground and asking the same thing over and over its now up to you. People are going to get sick of it and will eventually get sick of reading and answering.
So now you have a decision to make , you ignore the advise and stay stuck until you come to your senses and finally stop wasteing more time wallowing in self pity OR take the advice and start using it , sure come back and discuss your progress and we'll all be here to listen to you vent and help you get through it.
DECISION TIME!!