Then you need to come clean with your boyfriend and leave, you'll be free to explore your feeling for this other guy... but be prepared and willing to deal with the consequences in case this guy is not who you think he is.

Re-read my post #27. It's the only way to explore this thing with honor and integrity. I can see how you would want to explore this, just do it the right way.

It's very hard to just be friends with a person you are that attracted to when you already have guilty feelings.