Hey Guys,
Quick update: I am doing much better this weekend. I had lots of fun with friends. I will tell you what made me feel better. Saturday I was down again and couldn't concentrate on anything. One of my friends and I went to the mall and I walked into "Bath and Body works" and remembered how 7 months ago (this is before I found out about everything and we were still together) I came into bath and body works to get some type of aromatherapy oil to relieve stress. I remember how drained I was that time and how I was so stressed because of his constant depressive state and stupid thinking. It was a really weird flashback and it was almost if I was watching myself from a third person going 7 months back. That's when I snapped out of it and started to feel much better.
Its still weird though because when I was down, I knew all these things about him and all of his faults and how he would drag me down. However, I was not able to snap out of it for weeks. Maybe I need to go to places where he made me miserable more often to get over him lol.
