You know to make you feel better... I was like your BF, my girl took care of me, and I took that for granted, I stopped caring about our relationship and she slowly slowly got fed up, this is how it hit me
- She started doing her own thing, got back w/ her old girlfreinds
- she QUIT! Calling me and texting me
- she would only talk to me when I called and texted her, but w/ mysterious words like sup, k, chillin, nottin words that made me wonder how she's doing
- she basicallly showed me she was happy w/out me and made me think she was happy w/out me also
It took me 1 I/2 months to relise what she meant to me, and when I told her I'm sorry she said no she said she was happy and wanted to be friends, that made me want her even more, after time were going back together w/ a struggle but it showed me how much she really meant.
Basically what I'm trying to say is your boyfriend knows you love him he knows that he can screw up and you'll take him back w/ open arms, Its time for you to make some changes show him two can play, kind of play him at his own game. It got to me real bad I'm pretty sure it happens to everyone - you don't know how much they mean till you loose them- good luck