You also tend to hang onto anyone who gives you attention whether it be a guy, people on this site, or mental health professionals. I find it unsettling that someone you have been with only a short time seems to know all the details about you, enough to comment and judge you on. A few questions ago I said that you seem to have a whole lot going on at the moment. Until you put it all together you won't be a successful partner to anyone. But at 16 years old you need to focus on growing up and not on attention seeking.