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Originally Posted by malunfan

It sounds weird but she really stalked me before, she did so much and she didn't give me up easily. She hurt herself and gave up her brilliant career. I really didn't know she did so much for me. I knew no reply is a signal, but would it possible that she just wants me to chase her back? I love her and I'd die for her. I will marry her or die alone.

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It seems more like infatuation than love...

I think she is ignoring you because you are dangerous to her and she knows it. Perhaps she knows how absurd her behavior was and doesn't want to relive that experience again.

She might be trying to heal and you are making it worse with your emails.

I would leave her alone.

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Originally Posted by Enigma1999

It seems more like infatuation than love...

I think she is ignoring you because you are dangerous to her and she knows it. Perhaps she knows how absurd her behavior was and doesn't want to relive that experience again.

She might be trying to heal and you are making it worse with your emails.

I would leave her alone.

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She said that was an accident, because she was missing me and can't concentrate and so the accident happened. I'm not sure, I just guess she did it on purpose. But that was the past, she still came for me after she recovered from it, she didn't regret about it at all.

And I just remember that she said she won't give me any chance, she won't find me again and she won't reply or read my messages when she left 2 years ago. She said that I would regret and I have to crawl back to her if I love her. For some reason, she knew that I would definitely regret 2 years after(NOW). Would she just wants me to show her how much I love her?

I really don't know what to do now. That was 2 years before. I don't know whether she changed her mind. I don't know if she's dating with others. I just knew that she went on other guy's car. She told others they were friends only but I don't know if she just wants to keep her secret or not. I knew that guy chased her so long. She said she won't accept him 2 years before, because she was still loving me. But now I don't know if she changed her mind, 2 years is not a short time. I really don't know what happened in these 2 years.

I addedd my first love on FB other day. I was over it a long time ago. I messaged her no response and she has seen it. I thought it a bit rude to not respond but no big deal. Don't really care. Nice to see she is doing well though :)

Its awsome to get to that point and realise you can move on. It just takes a long time. Funny how you get held up over one person for so long even though they are so unhealthy for you.

Malufan, may I suggest that you start your own thread about this, seeing as you're hijacking Gottheblues thread, and taking away focus from his question.