Originally Posted by
ooohrah
I wanted to give a Lil update, yesterday I went to her house and dropped off some of her things , after texting her and letting her know I was coming, I showed up and gave her her things , she invited me in, the whole ride there I was consumed by the replies I got on here, especially tickles., I went in and we began to chat, while she was going on and on about just random things , my mind was zinging, and like a light switch I realized this is not what I want back, I have built this giant illusion about how great this was,and some of it was don't get me wrong, but while she was talking nothing was about me.... Ur was. Her,her,her, and u thought this is what our entire relationship has been about,HER. I looked at her and said I have to go, and I walked out and in the first few min I was sad , but then I realized I made the right choice by leaving that relationship and the loop it had become.... It was like an epiphany. And I actually feel good... Thank u all for your responses ,and Ty tickle, your was prolly the most harsh, but it also had the most impact.
