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Only time will tell what the future holds but upon reading your other post, you are only making yourself miserable by keeping in touch as a so called friend. Take the clean break, and heal properly and I bet you stop wondering if she will miss you, or come back.
You were dumped, so disappear for a while, give yourself a chance to get your head together and adjust to life without her.

