Get help! That's the advice I give to junkies, and clearly you are addicted to this fool. That's not healthy.

Hahaha ! First you behave as if you do not care ! Now you not liking your own sweets? If you were angry you could have just told hm the reason and sorted out. Now you not likingthe treatment that your B'frend is giving you. Poor B'freind - how did he manage to stay with u for 3 years with a non trust worthy non - responsive person. It is a shame for you that you lost a good guy.