I know.
No I did not break up with her.
Perhaps things are getting worse.
Sometimes I am happy to be around her and other times I am not.
I'll just see what happens.
I feel like I floundering back and forth between the two options and I think I just need time to think about all of this.
I am going to speak to her this evening and get things sorted out.
Thank you all for your advice.
I really truly appreciate it.

I'll tell you what's up by tomorrow.