Ohhhhhhh I'm sorry maybe I explained it wrong , she is studying psychology so in order to because a PSY its required that she finishes her therapy , its not a choice that she is going to a psy , but it's a must in order to become one :)

Got it! I would go slow and pay attention closely, and as hell make sure she was into this as you are. Or maybe you are insecure, needy, and afraid??

Hahahah :p to be honest I am not I just love her so much , and I am going really slow I'm not even calling she is calling me and telling me she misses me and stuff and when she says this kind of stuff I am replying the same !

And she just asked me if I want to go with her to party because its her girlfriend's birthday :)

We'll be watching you at the party with our webcam. :eek:

Thank you guys for your support I really appreciate it at least you were here for me when I needed someone , anyway we went to the party and I danced like crazy and before we went we talked and we were happy and at the party we shared brief small kisses we danced a little but I didn't show her that I was hurt I was happy and having fun and dancing alone with some friends and acting like gays :P :P and then I saw her kind of disturbed so asked her what's wrong she replied " ure not the same smthg's changed " and she said in a way like why are you having fun aren't u supposed to be miserable because I'm not sleeping at your house and I told you that I need some time alone ? Maybe I missinterrupted her but I got this after she told me my friends are why I'm like this (bcz there was some friends she didn't like ) its u , so maybe she meant because I was acting weird but I interruped it like why are you having fun aren't u supposed to be sad ?

You were happy because you were breathing the same air she was.

Yeah well I guess I was but I wasn't afraid to show it to her and once I did she reacted like this , so what's that supposed to mean ?

It almost sounds like she isn't happy unless she knows you are miserable.

Yeah and once she figures she can't make me miserable she will come back which it won't take her long since I'm showing her everyday that I am happy

You have this figured out, don't you!

Hahahahaha well you know I kind of figured that out because of you and your help!

I'm not thaaaatttt expert in relationship stuff (what man is :P) and since you are a girl that meant a lot to me to get ideas and help from you ! So thanks I really appreciate it

But was I right with what I said before concerning showing her that I'm happy and she'll be back sooner than I thought ? :$

She's probably very curious and will want to find out for herself. If she thinks she's being played, she won't stick around.

Good , because I'm not playing her I'm just showing her that I'm okay and I can wait for her if she wants to take a month because I never opened this subject again but we know and I'm saying honestly I miss her like hell but I'm going to stay with the same attitude even for a little while when she comes back