You told her to leave you alone, and she did. What's so confusing about that? Time to move forward and stop worrying about her, or what she does/is doing.

Yea I was hoping to be strong about what I wanted, but now I don't know if it did the opposite. Either way, NC from now on and all the questions will go away.

The question won't go away, but you won't do stupid stuff seeking the answers. You might even figure out how to make yourself happy.

Agreed. I wasn't really seeking answers, but all it ended up doing was create more confusion. Just thought announcing NC would be better option than just dropping off the face of the earth.. especially since we live one floor apart. Either way, NC starts now. Thanks for the help everybody.

When it comes to NC,it's allowed to just drop off the face of the planet!
Good luck.

Yea that was definitely the option I should have taken looking back. I probably just ended up looking even weaker and if there was any progress the last two months, that was probably wiped out. Anyway, NC now will hopefully accomplish the same goal.

Yes,it will,don't worry about the small setback-happens to most of us-we're human!
And I don't think your progress was wiped out,don't be too hard on yourself.

My progress towards being happy is definitely still on the right track. But the progress when it comes to her missing me or a reconciliation probably took a hit. Anyway I know I can't worry about that.. only time will tell.

Law,you're doing NC for YOU,not as a way to get back with the ex.

Whatever may or may not happen in the future,your getting over this breakup is ,or should be your main concern.

Yea lol... deep down I know. I just haven't gotten over that hump yet.