HARSHNESS WARNING
Well that has got to be one of the most interesting of reads I've read in a while. I felt like a little red ball being bounced around a round room.
Really? You don't say.Quote:
I'm no longer traveling a River because it has emptied into the Ocean... I'm afraid, there is Fog, and... I don't know what I am doing...
Honestly.. grow a set. You screwed up. She screwed up. She dosen't give one iota what you do, think, feel, share, write, read or breath. And you're the muppet wallowing in the biggest pool of self pity.. oh woah's me.
All I see is "I Want".. all I read is a petty selfish little man who is the making of your own failure.
You had it hard. Life hasn't been kind to you. Family life was crap and the guy whose friends with a friend of a friend who knows someone doesn't like me.
Dude grow up! So you have blogs and memoirs and whatever on Facebook so want to keep a hold of them.. save them and back them up - then you can carry them with you for life. Or until it breaks.. brace yourself for that rollercoaster. Stop making excuses. You've got the self pity down, lets work on something small and trivial.. like taking ownership of yourself. Really. You. Taking control of your own actions and life. It should be refreshing to know that you can actually breath out there.. oh and live. :eek:
ALL of the above posters have given you THE most sound advice.. but it's like you don't even read what it is they're saying. You respond in your own storybook tell tale. So don't sleep, don't eat, cry yourself into a corner while you take the 'please feel sorry for me' crap, she's living life and loving every second of it. You are nothing but an inconsequential that happened.
Take your pills pay the therapist and move on. The self pity will wear thin. GET OFF THE ROUNDABOUT.