It hurts because both slapshot_oi and talaniman are right. I know I acted badly and I actuallly did apologize to her afterward, but that was more than a month ago. She hasn't brought it up since, but there's no doubt in my mind that it's one of the reasons for all of this.

Regardless, I feel like an idiot. Thanks for your brutal honesty. I don't think there's anything to do this time around.

Last time there was a break I didn't respect it. I broke it in three days. This time I will respect it, not that I expect any different outcome.

Sorry, but you sound incredibly immature, but at least you were being honest, I'll give you that. It's amazing, but sometimes guys will tell you exactly what they are thinking, even if it's f'd up. It's up to us women to listen, because you laid out your plans pretty clearly. I hope she wises up and runs far, far away from you. I hope you learn something from this too, at least for the sake of the next person you are involved with.