Aaren, reread the advice you ve been given in t two previous threads you've posted about this breakup.
You're stuck wanting her back when you should be concentrating on getting over her and getting your life back on track.

Good luck with that. I'm smiling. You feel good, you're all stoked that she called multiple times... yeah. It's going to be good this time right?!

You ever smile or giggle when someone someone trips or does something painful that seems funny but really isn't? Like I said, I'm smiling.