I didn't go to the seminar, it was this past weekend. He didn't even bother calling me to ask if I was going and I didn't want to go either. I have already expressed to him, (the first few days when he gave me this whole news) how much I love him and how I don't want to lose what we have. So I have nothing else to express to him at this point, I've done more than enough, waaaay more, he's quite clear of my feelings. So much that when I went there last night to get some things which I HAD to get, he went to sleep and that was it, I got what I needed to get and walked out.
My only concern now is my stuff being there and his key, and if you suggest I should leave it then I'll do that. But what if he tells me to take it to him, wouldn't that crush my dignity! And make me look really bad?