Everyone wants answers, I still want mine from girls I dated years ago.

At any rate, her behavior indicates she's not a good girlfriend, so you're better off without her. As you move along you'll realize this.

And know that had you never known about her current situation, all this wouldn't be "eating away at you". Certain things in life are best kept as secrets. This is why NC is important.

But to answer your question, if you think she was cheating then she probably was, and her defensive answer to your question confirms it.

It has been a full month since we officially started NC, and I must say I feel, well, great. I get the feeling more time is still needed before I can call myself completely healed. This being because I still have moments where I think of her and get down, but those quickly past. Feeling good and starting school in the fall, things are finally starting to look up. Just an update, thanks for sticking with me.

All you can do is take it day by day and each day makes you stronger.

When your all heal up your going reflect how the time you spent with your ex and won't believe how blinded you was with her and realize how she so wasn't worth your time but at least you learned from it.

Btw, it seems like your progessing well.