I have no sympathy for you. Yes you know you made a mistake- but the damage has been done. Being betrayed by someone you love is very painful. Try to imagine how she feels, double your pain now. You took advantage of the situations, just because the relationship was coming to an end does not mean it is accetable to cheat.

Do her a favour STOP contacting her. Respect her by leaving her alone, let her move on without the hassle of you reminding her of the situation. If you truly care about her you would cut contact, she has made it clear how she feels.

Learn from your mistakes. Sorry if this is harsh but someone had to say it! :@