I can't believe I'm spending my christmas moping around. Pathetic.

You're not the only one bro, a lot of people are. The holidays are the roughest time of year for the recently single or people who have lost a loved one.

From Thanksgiving to Valentines Day is brutal for us that are recently separated... especially for the ones that were dumped. :(

I made it through yesterday without sending a text! Of course I didn't get one from him... no surprise there... Although I was VERY tempted. Especially after my 10th shot... good thing it was really busy at work and I had no time to send one. Because once the buzz came on, I wanted to send a nasty text, his sister was there and completely ignored me. So in the state I was in, it would not have been good!