Hey Southerngalps,
Thanks for your advise you gave me couple of time. You thought me not to be rough with myself. I will provide a brief story for you so you can get more familiar with my story:
When my teacher found out that I had a crush on him he started to dress differently. He become very shy when he was around me. He started to shave. He looked so hansome. Every other week I would see him he ware new outfits. When I approached him couple of time he would accidentally drops things on the floor such as book, pencil. I was acting just like him very clumsy around him. One day he had his class right next to mine and made a wrong turn, he got in my class by mistake. For a second I thought he was coming towards me but when he saw that our communication teacher was still there he change his mind and turn around(blushing) and said uups wrong turn. I than smiled to him. He felt so embaressed. I wanted you to get familiar with my story about my teacher. I don't have any doubts he liked me. But we all learn to move on. We can't hold on these memories forever if we want to get better.
You do have a gret memory about my personal dilema. I had to move on and push him ( teacher) out of my conscience and to do I start liking another teacher just to minimize the intensity and the felling I had for the prior one. I am just fighting my own feelings. I am moving on. PS. Someone joke around this website and asked me if I fall in love with my dentist or my lawyer something like that. Ha, ha, I don't fall easily with everybody. Tell me if I am doing the right thing. I think everyone would do the same thing in order to move on.
