HI, I'll try to piece this together with you.

Long story, shortened.

You are worried about? Her? You? HIM?

All of the above?

Slow down and look at this from a different perspective.

Your goals in life are to:Finish school,get a good job,THEN get a relationship which might work.

Right now you are concentrating on the problem,one you (and they) are not reaching any conclusions.

Are you sure you want to go after someone who doesn't:Act trustworthy,isn't sure of any of her commitments for anyone,including herself,and has the baggage she is carrying and apparently has you along for the ride?

If you feel guilty for calling the ex,good,you should.

Now, How do you get past this problem and on the right track?

I'll be waiting for your response.

KBC

Well, glad to hear from so many people. Thank you all for your time and the help.. it means a lot.

I succumbed to my weakness and I called him... bad on my part... now she is afraid that I will tell the whole world and her folks...
I will never ever do that... I will be leaving tomorrow evening to my friends place and have a long break... I want to be successful, I hope god gives me the break soon... I am starting make my plans for my school etc...

All said and done... I paid the price for the mistakes some one and myself did... and I don't want to go through this any more...
I used to be out going, used to have lot people around me... I will start going back to my previous life style...

Thanks once again you all... you guys are great...