These are all great ideas and I'm going to definitely take everyone's advice. A couple days ago right after I started this thread and read some posts, I decided to go to school with my head held high and my chest out... it felt good, I felt powerful, and I felt confident lol. I don't know what happened but when I sat down at this bench some beautiful girl sat next to me and I guess she sensed my confidence and we started talking. We talked for an hour straight, it was wonderful lol. The whole time I was talking to her, I wasn't trying to get her number, it was just somebody to talk to and it made feel great the rest of the day. Normally I wouldn't have the courage to talk to some drop dead gorgeous girl like that but the whole day I felt great so I thought why not, I have nothing to lose. The great part was that she seemed to be into me.