No choice.. I just wanna make myself blur so I won't think about it.. I really so pain....I really got no idea what should i do only will gain back her into my life.. I really love her so much...
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No choice.. I just wanna make myself blur so I won't think about it.. I really so pain....I really got no idea what should i do only will gain back her into my life.. I really love her so much...
Want the pain to stop? Let go of her. Drinking will only mask the pain for a short while and you will feel 10x worse later. Get out and do something with friends do not sit alone in the dark. Listen to people on here they know what they speak of.Quote:
Originally Posted by LoveTorn
Do you think i should go and find her and ask for last chance?? If this time really rejected then only i give up??
If you want more pain then go ahead. But you know the answer. If she wants to she will come back to you! You keep talking to her and you will just completely push her to the other side of the world.Quote:
Originally Posted by LoveTorn
Pain, on the brain,
Causes a lot of strain,
And mistakes!
I didn't find her.. But i really miss her so much... Really wish to see her even 1 second I'll be happy too... I just wanna be with her... I just want her to stay here with me... im gonna be insane sooonnnn
I hope your not driving around drunk. And only if you let yourself go insane.Quote:
Originally Posted by LoveTorn
I don't want too........ but i really don't know what to do to make her forgive me... she keep asking me to love myself.. don not torture myself.. she's so care about me even we're not together... I really felt so guity.. I really felt so sorry... so so so sorry to her....All i want is a last chance.. I'll never ever ever ever cheat on her again.....(T.T)....
If you love her so much why do you ignore what she asked of you? Stop torturing yourself. Let go. But I feel your incapacitated ATM and won't realize anything till you sleep it off.Quote:
Originally Posted by LoveTorn
The only thing you can do is give her space and get yourself together. You can survive without her. Also, keep in mind you may never get her back. Besides she seems very strong and secure in her decision. Accept it.
Do i really have to let her go? Do i really have to fulfill what she wants? But i knew she's still in love with me... Everytime she looked at me.. Her eyes always watering..
It's not your choice. It's hers. Let her go.
You made your choice when you cheated.
Ya.. No doubt that she's a very tough girl... I think i've hurt her so deep inside her heart.. she's 23years old and Im her first love as well... Its 6am in the morning now at my place.. But i still couldn't sleep because I felt so so so headache...:(Quote:
Originally Posted by liz28
Get some sleep and come back and talk to us.Quote:
Originally Posted by LoveTorn
Good Nite.. Hope thing will change tomorrow..
The more I read this, the more I think you HAVE to get counseling ASAP.
Your decision process is as problematic as your sexual identity.
I know you love her, but you are dangerous until you find your place in the world. Try to get help - soon.
Yeah.. I think i've make it... This whole day I control myself not to text her o call her.. N I did it.. I didn't do anything... N she is the one msg me first and ask me what am I doing.. But sound so Cool....
I've made her a wool jacket 3 months ago.. and its about to finish now.. Do you think i should give it to her???
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