Thank you! Yeah who cares I haven't laughed so much in about a month today! I feel like I'm becoming me again. And I've gained a bit of weight as well.

Im just so scared when I get that email that my life will come into shreds again! When I get it can I post it here for you to give me advise about the response or maybe no response?

I'm going to be honest and tell you my advice on that already... No response, don't even read it.. Spam that junk

Maybe you won't get an email. Don't be disappointed if you don't -feel lucky :)

Another quick update!

It will be 2 weeks on Monday since NC! I got a text fom her last night asking how I was and everything. I did not write back!

I think NC has made me a stronger person! Why is she asking me how I am?

She is checking your pulse for whatever reason. Stay with NC.

Yeah possibly! Lol its funny I'm kinder enkoying this now? Why? Lol

Probably because you are doing something you weren't sure if you were capable of. Its impressive what you can accomplish when you putyour mind to it, so sometimes things like this are exactly what we need to see what we are really capable of...