Originally Posted by
brokenalone
damn... im so lost, i feel ok for like an hour then ill see or hear something that reminds me of her and then ill think of all the good things we shared, then ill think of the guy shes hangin out with... how can someone fall for someone overnight? its ridiculous, one minute shes saying she loves me to death and the next shes saying she wants to break up cause of some guy she just met...
i think i forgot to mention that 2days ago i fooled around with another girl, we were broken up already for a week by the way, but she found out and freaked out on me. i told her shes the one whos the whore, shes been with 5 guys since me, granted we were broken up in that time but she cheated on me once. Why do i still have feelings for her? all signs point that i shouldnt but i love her so damn much... according to her i shouldnt have done anything with this girl because i said i loved her and that she was my world. i did say this but shes messing around with some guy too. she said its ok for her because she told me she had feelings for him... how does that make sense?
god i wish there was a way to just make everything better, its only been 1 day since the big fight but i miss her to death and can't stop thinking about what shes doing and what shes doing with this guy. its killing me :(