Ask Me Help Desk - Ebooks to get girlfriend back?

Sigh... I feel like I will never heal.. my ex became friends with my best friend because my friend was like the messenger between our problems. In the past I would complain about her to him, and she would ask him what to do regarding me. Its been about a month since I spoke to her, but I thought I would be OK. That was until my best friend, told me that she called him, saying she doesn't know why she keeps hurting good people, and she doesn't know what to do. She was complaining to him about how she kissed some other guy other than the new guy and, she feels like . So yea,. now I have a knife in my back, not only is my ex interested in a new guy but, now she messed up regarding him too even though they not official yet. When I found out how hurt she was over somebody else, and how she hasn't spoke to me in about a month and did not even take into consideration to ask my friend was I alive, I felt like once again. That same night I wanted to call her and curse her out but I didn't... but still, I feel like garbage.