I can relate to all of this... I thought I had the man of my dreams and I realize the truth reality is that people change and when they do you really don't love him you just love what he used to be. I look back on how much we went through while he could careless while tlkn 2 any girl he sees but after getting all the pain and revengful thoughts out of my head I came to realize that that person I see now is not the person I loved but just a stranger with the same body. Sometimes things fall apart to not make you suffer but make you realize how much can you really endure and what love actually is. Love is when you know that person cares less of your existence while you will fight 2 helll and back for him when you believe that he'll never come back you still want to protect him from getting hurt but only getting hurt in return. Love is when you know their wrong but you make them believe their right Love is when you let them go with a piece of you while they are complete by themselves I love him regardless however I know it'll neva be