Hey everyone its been a while since I've been on lol. I have been busy with school and everything. So everything has been fine up until she sent me a text basically arguing why we can't be friends. I couldn't take it anymore and just told her that she made her decision and what's done is done. I learned that she was really never herself. She was always a party girl and liked to drink and smoke etc. But she said she was changing for me, and that I was supposedly " too perfect of a guy" for her and she didn't want to feel like this was it and be tied up or feel "married". So she basically is going back to her old ways from what she told me, drinking partying, smoking, and other sh.. t that I really didn't want to here. When she told me all of this I felt used and put down even worse! She said I'm not ready to be tied up now but maybe in the future something might happen.. I just told her to not even bother I just told her to forget about me forget everything I've ever told her. I can't believe after all this time it has finally been let out from her. It sucks that I had high expectations for her seeing how she was the perfect girl in my eyes, but now I know it most of it was never real and that's what probably hurt me the most..
But anyway how was everyone's holiday and new year?
