He cheated and I miss him.I know he loved me. Please help.
After a year of relationship I discovered he lied and cheated on me. But I know he loved me. He is from Cuba, I hear that Cuban guys often act like that. I forgave him inside myself, but he thinks I am still broken and he doesn't get in touch, as I think he has some respect and wants me to move on. Let's me to move on. He told me this is his style of live and he likes his freedom. Can I call him to talk to him? It has been a week now and I really would like to understand better. Should I wait a little bit longer, call him now or just forget about him forever? We were very close emotionally.
It is not like I want to go back- I don't. I just want to let him know that I am fine and we can still, hopefully, in the future be friends. Is it worth it?
I have been silly breaking the NC rule, how can I put myself back on track?
After he cheated on my and lied to me, we broke up. He called me to ask if I was OK, saying he was worried. I told him how hard it is, what an arsehole he is and that I will go over it soon. Then I regreted what I have said( Why, oh, why, did I regret?? ) and I texted him that "I have always had great time with you and I will miss it a lot. I always loved you. Don't be such an arsehole again :-)" I know I have made a mistake. Can I fix it? How do I get my pride back? Can I still let him know that he is a cheap bastard? I feel like he thinks I am pretty OK with what happened after my last text. Any advice? Please!