Originally Posted by ithurtssobad
i dont even know if this is where i should be posting this but i would just like some advice and answers i me this girl while i was in 5th grade and well we became good friends and i thought about asking her out so many times but i didnt have the courage and she ended up dateing someone else for almost a year and it hurt but i went by thru it then eventually i had the courage to step up and ask her out and i was so happy when she said yes and well we dated for 3 months and it was the best time of my life but we ahd this friend who lives in another country and well after she left me she started talking to him online alot more and stuff they hid the fact that they wer i guess you would say dating over the internet and recently i found out about it just hurt so bad i almost killed myself because we stayed good friedns and she would always say she still loved me and i believed it and now she says that she loves me like a brother i love her so much and its jsut hurting me ive really been depressed sinse she left me but ive just hid it i didnt want her to know how bad she hurt me and while we started talking alot again and she ended up hurting me because of how much she loved the friend from another country and i just need to know someway to get her back or to somehoe forget how bad she hurt me....this probably seems stupid but i just want to know what to do i mean i am so depressed and i feel like hurting myself time and time again