I've known this girl now for almost two months. We met online actually. I've never met her face to face, but she only lives about three hours from me. From the first time I met her I could tell she was different. We hit it off pretty good that night. We talk almost every night. I never have thought too highly of myself, but she always says good things about me. It makes me feel a little weird, but I know she means what she says. I guess I just never thought a girl would think about me like that. I think a lot about her. Sometimes I'll look at pictures of her for no reason, basically to just look at them. The only thing that would keep us apart is the fact that she's a Christian and I'm not. It kind of bugs me that something of that nature would keep something from possibly happening between us, but I understand where she is coming from. I know faith is very important to some people. Another thing is, she's going to see a guy who is a Christian. I'm worried they're going to hit it off. And if they do, I'll probably kick myself for a long time. Sometimes I wish I could tell myself that women are too much trouble and not worth getting worried about.
