I'm so confused, I'm 16, jobless, girlfriendless, and questioning my friendship with some of my closest friends. I'm a frequent alcohol and drug abuser, have been for years. I just don't know what to do anymore I can't concentrate, I can't even think of the same thing for more than a minute. I used to be so confident and knew exactly what I wanted to do now I don't think I'm good at anything not even my passion wich is music and I've been playing for 2 years. I want to kill myself nothing ever goes my way nothing has made me truly happy for at least a year, and I have nobody to talk to.. I can't imagine saying any of this to my friends or parents, I don't ttrust people, it just causes more depression. I need something to put my life in some direction any direction... other than god if any of you tell me anything religious it will be ignored therefor wasting the few minutes of your life it would take for you to write about it. I have my religious views, you have yours, keep religion out of this please.

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Originally Posted by Tylerrr

im so confused, im 16, jobless, girlfriendless, and questioning my friendship with some of my closest friends. im a frequent alcohol and drug abuser, have been for years. i just dont know what to do anymore i can't concentrate, i can't even think of the same thing for more than a minute. i used to be so confident and knew exactly what i wanted to do now i don't think im good at anything not even my passion wich is music and ive been playing for 2 years. i want to kill myself nothing ever goes my way nothing has made me truly happy for at least a year, and i have nobody to talk to..i can't imagine saying any of this to my friends or parents, i dont ttrust people, it just causes more depression. i need something to put my life in some direction any direction...other than god if any of you tell me anything religious it will be ignored therefor wasting the few minutes of your life it would take for you to write about it. i have my religious views, you have yours, keep religion out of this please.

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Yeah... I know how you feel man. Really. Its hard to get going... but your 16. I mean that's to early to check out, You haven't even gotten room service yet. Listen if you can find that thing you are missing that's stopping you from working, that usually rips depression out. It's fuc*ing useless, it just eats you up. And gets worse, I have to go to bed. Get on here tomorrow, I know a few chicks that may do a house call... lol. Ps Sorry I work at six am and its 2:45 am

Get off the drugs first-then I will discuss helping you further. You are drug affected and an alchoholic-your friends that you mistrust may be worried for you-you may be psychotic around them or perhaps you have hurt them financially and emotionally?

Like I said priority one for you is GET OFF THE DRUGS AND ALCOHOL_YOU NEED HELP.

Religion may not be your thing, but sometimes people have stated that for them "It was the only thing".

P.S. there are way more religions about that may help your condition-religion does not just mean CHRISTIANITY!

I disagree, you need to really stay with your beliefs while getting better. I am an atheist and know how life can be lonely with out the belief in something greater than human beings... You can't open an A.A book without even getting religion pushed on you, so it's up to you on those issues. You have a pretty low self esteem, it's normal. Get back and we can chat about things... But it's you who hasn't logged in here. I hope you find the help you r looking for one way or the other.