Hello my name is Riley and I have just turned 13 years old.
I have no friends, I get bullied at school, I fail miserably in everything that I try and there are allot of other things going on in my life that I could not even begin to describe.
Anyway ill get straight to the point, with everything going on I can't help but feel depressed everyday, in fact, I haven't felt even slightly happy in about a month when it was my birthday. I have seen things on the news about teenagers k=killing themselves to escape from their problems, and lately I have been getting the same idea, as far as I can see there is no way to escape these problems, and there is nobody to talk to, my school phycologist is nice, but the first appointment I had with her she said this:
"there is only one rule here, and that is that if you tell me that you are having thoughts of self mutilation in any form, i am obliged to inform your parents" (not her exact words) so I really have no where to run, I can't tell my mum because she will make a big deal out of it.
I need some advise.