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Well I know now that the only option I have is to just kill myself... I don't give a shiot about anyone or anything any more... heres how,, I'm going to jump off an fing building and cut my throat at the same time... I give myself a week... life fing sucks get out as soon as possible.
You need someone to talk to, perhaps a professional. I am not an advocate of suicide but if you have already decided then I know I cannot change your mind. Life is a little circumstance, a little karma, and a lot of what you put into it. I hope that you don't make a rash decision, but if you do may the Lord have mercy on your soul. If you change your mind, then good luck and God bless. If you need to get something off your chest, then keep posting and I will reply as soon as I can.
Hold it!!!! Your only option is not to just kill yourself. Are you a coward who will not face the challenges of the life that you have been given?
I have read some of your other posts. I hope that you have truly listened to and assimilated into your thinking what some others have written to you. They all want to help. Please listen to them and act on the things that they suggest.
You are not alone in thinking to yourself that it would be a good idea to just end it, and take your life. I have thought this way many times.
EVERYONE has their ups and downs in life. Why would you be any different? We all have our personal battles to fight. It's how you CHOOSE to face them that counts. NO ONE IS AN EXCEPTION TO THIS. You just don't necessarily see the battles that others have fought, because they choose to hold their heads high and work to overcome their obstacles and face their challenges without whining about them and seeking out the good advice of others and taking action on that advice. We all are unique in the eyes of God. How we choose to work through the obstacles and challenges that we face in this life is also something that makes us unique in the eyes of God.
To me life is about MAKING CHOICES. DEALING with the cards that I have been dealt. And, COST and BENEFITS. And, I don't mean the latter in monetary terms.
Think about it.
One thing that my mom told to me many years ago when I was whining about how things were in my life, was "How you deal with them determines what kind of man you are." I was about your age then. I will never forget her words. She was correct.
People will look at you by how you have handled the difficult situations in your life. How you have done so will be an important determining factor in how you are viewed concerning jobs that you will apply for, subsequently hold, and the relationships that you have and maintain.
Want a friend? Then, be a friend. It's not that others will seek you out. It is a two-way street. It takes the work from both parties. It is very much like using the flux to enable the solder to join the two copper pipes together. BOTH entities, the copper to copper, and in our case, the person to person, need the idea and taking action of getting together, (which is the "flux") to draw them together.
One basic law of physics is that water seeks it's own level. It's the same with people.
Will you face the obstacles of life and do so with your head held up high? Will you not look for a shoulder on which to cry, but admit that you need help with something and act in a positive and affirming way on the advice that you have been given? I hope so. It is your choice. No one else can make that choice for you.
If you don't mind, I would like to quote something that you posted on Mar 6, 2007, 05:48 AM in response to someone who was also considering suicide.
"quit feeling sorry for yourself... your depressed mood only hurts those around you,,,you should cherish every breath God allows you to breath...think of others for once instead of only yourself...many people have it so much worse than you do...you need to wake up and realize that life doesn't revolve around you...put others before your self and you will be rewarded...I apologize for the harsh tone but life is to precious to foot around with someone who wants to end it unnaturally...unless you are in a severe debilitating state you shouldn't even dream of ending your life...just stop being greedy man."
Why such a change from the attitude above, man? Get with the program and work to LIVE!
Don't kill yourself. Try to find people to enjoy things you enjoy, and that know how to make someone laugh. If you don't already, start believing in God. I am sorry that you think no one loves you. I am not sure how old you are, so depending this, you have a mother that loves you, a father that loves you. You might have kids that love you. Or siblings that love you. Think about this, every single person that is living has at least 2 people that love you, that would give their life for you. So don't do this, if you just take my advice, I am sure you will be glad you did itQuote:
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You do not explain your situation. You do not explain why you feel the way you do. This is one of your own posts in response to somebody who was thinking the same as you. I would also like to know what changed your attitude so quickly from what I have seen you wrote before.
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quit feeling sorry for yourself... your depressed mood only hurts those around you,,,you should cherish every breath God allows you to breath...think of others for once instead of only yourself...many people have it so much worse than you do...you need to wake up and realize that life doesnt revolve around you...put others before your self and you will be rewarded...I apologize for the harsh tone but life is to precious to foot around with someone who wants to end it unnaturally...unless you are in a severe debilitating state you shouldnt even dream of ending your life...just stop being greedy man
Wow four days and shiot is still is rolling down hill... in life you realize that nothing you do matters... f it its over
Oh yea quit quoting me I know what I said... its all a load of crap
Peace
You have to help yourself. These people are giving you the best advice and you're just going to throw it away?
Well that rests in his hands. He gets mad because we quote advice he gave to somebody else that applies to him. All he is playing is games. That is all it is now. You know what. I tried helping you and even showed you how good of advice you gave and you crap on me. You have your own life and own decisions to make. Do what you want, that is what your going to do anyway.
Life is what you make it. You do not try to make it better for yourself it won't.
Good luck no matter what you decide to do.
Joe
Go and read the breavement post and read the devastation and heart ache that is left behind by someone that has killed themselves. You would be killing everyone not just yourself.
If u really want to kill yourself you don't say so, I think that you are to scared of everything so you won't kill yourself. And if you do, well I am just wrong... Good luck...
FIRST you shouldn't kill yourself because your being rash and childish. BAD choices not only effect YOU but EVERYONE!! If you want to kill yourself, do it. I mean don't come here and be like ''OMG LIFE SUX I WANT TO KILL MYSELF". That's whining and well just sad. Just do it and without sharing it with the whole world like you want us to watch or something. If your not going to at least explain why you feel that way. Sure killing yourself is stupid and not a smart thing to do. Just because life seems bad doesn't mean it can't get better. But honestly in my opinion, if you want to do it then don't talk about doing it. If you do that shows that your not sure you even want to. You don't need to ask permission either, its not our life its yours. Make it better or end it. Hope you make it better, but if not that's your problem.
Phily, I totally hear you man! It's VERY SAD. But honestly, if your going to do things like kill someone, rape someone, steal or kill yourself.. don't tell people about it. Keep it to yourself. Sure we all want to talk about our problems, but unless you do it in a different mannor you'll get no sympathy and a closed ear from me.
Example:
Instead of "I'm going to kill myself"... try "I need some help. I'm feeling like im goingto kill myself."
Instead of "I'm going to rape her hell yea!".. try "I'm not sure my thoughts are pure, i may try to rape someone because im adicted to sex." (which people are, and they can get help)
U understand there are ways to ask for help or get a point or feeling across without making it sound like you are a selfish, pity-hungry person. I hate when people tell the world they want to kill themselves. Just do it and stop the pity party. Stop the all talk no walk. Sure its cruel sounding, but come on... honestly. As I said ITS NOT A GOOD CHOICE.. but hey, its not my life.
Well first off... People need to stop giving this guy this type of att: NEGATIVE
The most important thing that this person needs to hear is that they are young and can live a normal life one day. It's so normal for a person to push away the help that's offered when there is depression involved. A relationship expert would know that, and not use the term "crap on me". I hope that you see the value you can have one day, {family, friends, and all the things that come in time with patience and maybe some help. A lot of the things you can do to help yourself is "get a Job if you don't have one. Another thing you can do is slow down on drinking and or drugs. Try to see what it is that has you so down, is it just you? Are there other people in your life that are being constant assho**s? I would say that it's fixable until you type a little more to convince me otherwise. But good luck to you regardless of what ever decision you make Michaa I hope it's a positive one.
Greg Quinn
Jump off an fing building and cut my throat?
Well, if you care about leaving a corpse that isn't obliterated, then don't do this. Cut your throat with what? That's painful, it has to be a deep cut, and knowing you, it's going to be a superficial cut and a long weird jump.
Don't jump off a building, it mangles the body. It's a gruesome site. I use to work in a city morgue and jumping suicides are not pretty. Sometimes the skulls crushes, and the face is crushed, sometimes the body rips into two pieces, and the guts are everywhere.
If you're going to kill yourself, at least drink a lot and take a lot of sleeping pills. It will kill the liver and cause bloating, but it's not that ugly.
This is not your time yet. I am here now.Quote:
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Original poster hasn't so much as logged back on here since May 29, 2007, 06:12 PM. From what I understand about how things now work on this site, this thread isn't going to be visible to others, unless they actually go to the topic area.Quote:
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Thanks!
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