Boyfriend in other country
Long distance relation
Ships are never easy. And I'm feeling that your mother has some animosity) about this relationship also. On one hand I have her knowing or not knowing everything, like how deep you feelings are.
You need to move on with you life and not put all of your eggs in one basket until you see commitment on his part. And I mean real honest to goodness commitment on his part. Far away he should be able to do and comfort you like a bfriend that is right beside you would.
Is he always happy to hear from you or do your calls missing him always seem to come at a time that is not convienant to him. How does he relate to your parents,honest open relationship? Have they ever talked or met him? What about your friends does he get along as friends? Does he flirt openly with them? Does he care about what is going on in your life? Good luck ranieri