Read this will you?I'm really scared.
OK.. I really need your help.. im scared of what will happen to me.. so here's my situation.
Im just 16. When I was 15, I was really desperate to be thin, even tough I am, that was my friends told me. Im not really obese or what. I just want to be thin. Because that time when I'm thin I felt beautiful and when I get fat, just a little fat, I really feel ugly. So when I was 15, I took ballerina pills. Everyday I take 4 pills. Then I saw the result and I became thin and happy. Then I got fat after 2 weeks I guess. Then I bought ballerina pills again. This time I take 2 to 3 pills a day. Here's the question. If I get drug tested, will I be positive? Because next year ill go to college. Im scared that if my parents will know that I take ballerina pills, they're going to be so mad. I don't know what will happened. I don't know what to do. Please help me. Im really paranoid at this time. Really ,really paranoid. Will I get cancer out of this?. my god, I'm so scared. Please help me... please!