I am Ariel who is wondering about finding self integrity. I want to know what kind of things I could do to understand myself more and uncover my needs and fears of my subconsious mind. I have read palmistry, astrology and even numerology to give me more insight which has helped but somehow is yet unfulfulling because of how general the responses are.

Sounds like you would be interested in a psychology & abnormal psychology courses.

Try reading the bible. There you'll find guidelines on how to live the best life on earth.