Hello,

Im new to this so please bare with me.

I am married, happily married, never cheated, he is my best friend.

My mum is going out with this guy. He is 13 yrs younger then her, anyway, I meet his children and he has a son who is 15 yrs old. That makes me 13 yrs older then him.

He is very good looking, I find him so attractive... and cute, he is 15 after all.
We speak when he comes over with his dad and my mum.

I dreamt about him last night... not that we were having sex, but flirting big-time and I was enjoying it.

Wat is going on?
I will never cheat on my man but never felt like this before

Just treat it for what it appears to be, a fantasy, we are all allowed to have them but acting on them would be really hurtful to loved ones.

You are correct. It is just a fantasy and I surely don't intend to play it out.

Though my husband was the first guy I had ever had sex with or anything even close to a guy, all I did with other guys before my man was snog nothing else. My husband is the only man who touched me in every sense of d word...

Now my funny brain is playing games with me...
Asking myself if I did the right thing to wait for the right man, and that in my life I would have experienced sex with just one guy!

Scary thoughts