Sometimes at night I have conversations with myself as if I was married... and yes I do answer back. I masturbate and pretend it is my man!! Am I crazy?

You Don't Sound Crazy You Sound Extremely Lonely.

I agree with the above answer.

Fantasizing and masturbating is normal.

Having conversations with yourself?

Please get out and meet some people who have similar interests that you do. If you are friendly and try to be outgoing, I am sure that you will meet a man who will be interested in you.

I assume by talking to yourself you mean out loud rather than in a fantasy in your mind. I also assume you've heard the old wive's tale that talking aloud to yourself is a sign of insanity. Well, by itself it is not. Everyone talks to him/herself off and on or even regularly for specific purposes. Ever notice someone counting things aloud to keep track?

If you enjoy what you are doing, then go for it, I say. With the threats of HIV/AIDS, date rape, etc. it's a better choice than trolling for a casual sex partner just because you're "lonely", which you did not even say you are.

Since your post was very brief there is a lot you have not told about yourself that would refine my and others' replies. I hope all our comments are helpful.