I have been dating this guy off and on for about three years. When we first met things were perfect, I never had a guy to make me feel the way he does. At times he treats me like I am an animal, for instance sometimes when we have sex afterwards he sends me home. He acts like my feeling don't exist. Other times he treats me like I am a queen, he waits on me hand and foot. I know that he is a very blunt person, and he has a history of treating girls really bad, but I love him so much its like he can do nothing to make me stop loving him. I don't know if maybe he treats me cold because he is not looking for a relationship. I have also did my share of bad thins to him to, but this thing that we have is 3 years strong. I have been with him through his relationships,and he has been with me through my relationships. No matter what we always find our way back to each other. So if you are reading this let me know should I try to erase him from my head and my heart, or should I try to pursue what we have.. I feel like I am cursed.