To All:
Well, I've done everything I've learned from this forum and from all you're helpful posts, and I just want to thank everyone for their support and advice. It was my first relationship, first love, first intimate moments, first breakup, first everything, and I didn't even know where to begin. I was a wreck. It was from here that I learned about the power of No Contact, got insight on some confusing situations, and all in all just got my head straight. Sure, I'm still deeply saddened by what I am going through, but I know that my situation isn't 100,000x worse than what anyone else has ever felt, and that tons and tons of people have made it out OK. Will she realize her humongous mistake and come running back to me to spend the rest of our lives together, just as in all those corny Hollywood movies? Maybe, and deep inside I still hope so, but most likely not. Will I never love again? It feels like it, but I know I will with time. Anyway, I think it's time to take another step and get rid of all the reminders and continue to move on. Unfortunately, as I realized this morning, this forum is a reminder as well :( . The more posts I read and write, the more I bring up my ex-girlfriend, and the progress slows a little. It sucks, but it's true. So sorry for the rant, but I just want everyone to know how much I appreciate the help, and to all you out there who are feeling down, best of luck. Keep up the good work, and I'll be sure to keep a positive outlook as I go on. :rolleyes:
-canadianbacon