All right its long...
Me and my friend, Jane, started living together when I was 13, because my mother was into drugs, and she had a crush on this guy, Jake who is four years old then me, so 17, I didn't like him at first but then I did and jane and jake were going out and I didn't want to ruin there relationship but I loved him to, so we had sex and he told me he wanted to be with me and not jane, but that was a lie, because I went to another for a week and he had cheated on me with her, and told her he loved her and wanted a baby with her<which he had said to me> Me and him dated still... because (I loved hIm) and me and him moved in together, and I wasn't good he cheated on me again and I still stayed with him, he finally moved back to his home state, and said he was going to join the army, and he said he loved me and a year later Jane said that he wants to be with her,. meanwhile I found a boyfriend, I love him, but I'm still in love with JAke. After what he did to me I don't know how/. I don't kow why I am feeling like this after so many years... what do I do?
