This is sooo weird... what do I do?
I suffer from about 5 mental health disorders. All but one I accumulated during my 20's and after I had deployed twice to Iraq. ADHD I was diagnosed at the age of 14. When I was 22 I went on my first deployment after just being in the army for a little over 9 months, and at my duty station Ft. Bragg NC, for only 2 months. My life changed forever. I was never the same. I developed a drug addiction as a way to cope with the horrors I saw. Now mind you the drugs didn't help me, they only made me worse. I suffer from PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Clinical Depression, Borderline Personality Disorder, Bipolar II/Bipolar NOS, and Mood Disorder. I am currently on meds right now and they do help tremendously.
Here's the tricky part...
Now that I got my mind right my body is doing some weird stuff. Lately it's like my skin feels weird. Like elasticity and weird. It feels like I can just pull it off me. Then I'm starting to hear things that are not there. Especially in the shower. Every time I got in the shower its like I hear a TV or radio playing. Or if it's just me alone I hear my name being called but no one is there. I don't know what all of this means or how to get rid of these feelings. Is it possibly a sign of Schizophrenia? Scared 😓. Any advice?
~*~Da$aNii <3 ~*~