I hate living and no one wants me around and the only thing I'm good at is work and for money my parents want to kick me out and I the told me they wish I was dead my ex girlfriend is making my life a living hell and she makes me feel like I can't do anything and none of my famil wants me to move in with them I also have 2 kids that I'm taking care of and they are chubby and I like that because then I know they are healthy and I want them to stay like that but I can't take care of myself and no one wants to help me out with them every has left me I'm on my own now and I need advice to help me to keep on going instead of just crying every night wishing that I was never born so splease help me