I hate living and no one wants me around and the only thing I'm good at is work and for money my parents want to kick me out and I the told me they wish I was dead my ex girlfriend is making my life a living hell and she makes me feel like I can't do anything and none of my famil wants me to move in with them I also have 2 kids that I'm taking care of and they are chubby and I like that because then I know they are healthy and I want them to stay like that but I can't take care of myself and no one wants to help me out with them every has left me I'm on my own now and I need advice to help me to keep on going instead of just crying every night wishing that I was never born so splease help me

Take a good look at your beautiful children, and think of their life without you. If you think you are in a bad state now, imagine their little minds trying to make sense of things without you in it. I bet they are two people in this world who are definitely happier with you in it. Good luck and please don't do anything rash. You have a friend right here at the very least.

alkalineangel is right-your children need you right now more than anything, and it sounds like you really love them and you are really searching to do what is best. Just be there for your kids and take care of yourself. Maybe you should try talking to your parents and tell them how you feel. Tell them you know your are young but you truly love your children and you want to work hard for them so they can have a good life. Ask them why they would say such things to you and ask them what you can do as a family to make things easier for everyone. You all need to respect each other as your children are learning from you every moment of the day-you and your parents are examples for your children and they need to learn to love and respect. They can sense your sadness and anger so you really need to communicate and try to understand each other.

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