I have depression and issues with my oldest daughter

Are you in the U.S.? If so, which state?

Lot of cases you get what you pay for. And since we don't have crystal balls. You have to give us more info. Otherwise its impossible to direct you to a place if one exists in your area.

In some cases, the religious leader, of your local religious denomination may (or may not) be trained in counseling. If not your religion may have options for you to another person within that denomination.

In the US most areas have mental health counseling based on your income. Also many major areas have Christian Counseling also based on your income.

Any free MEDICAL clinic doctor can give you a referral, as well as your city/county Health and Human Services Office.

A city/state location would help us.