Does he love messing with my heart?
Hi everyone
I would like to share with everyone my huge fiasco if you would like to call it like that. A few months back I dated this guy that I loved so freaking much! He meant everything to me he had the whole package he was just perfect. At the same time he found out that he was good friends which happened to be my sister and we were cool about it we just said that won't tell her because if I told her she will get me into serious trouble and he said at first whatever you like then he agreed with me.. when he was with me he just broke up with his girlfriend 2 weeks I mean after 2 weeks breaking up with her he was with me!! I know that's so crazy but I was so naiive then I didn't know what's right what's wrong I was just so blindly in love with him I did not care! Then my sister found out about us and she was so against it because she has a feeling he's a player how can he forget his ex in 2 weeks and he used to tell her (my sister) stuff which happened between us that no other being should know of course not telling her who is he's girlfriend because it was me.. and plus she is my sister what the hell is he thinking! Then he's like no I'm just good friends with your sister then I'm like she would find out someday he's like I never thought she would ! Anyway we broke up our relationship lasted for approximately 2 months or so.. and we used to get into a lot of arugements after we broke up so we decided not to talk to each other again then a few weeks later when I was so tempted to have him back I was chatting with my sister online (she doesn't live with me) and I was like I think I like someone else bla bla bla I wanted to see her reaction and she told my ex about it and told him that he should talk to me and have me back! Because she doesn't know this other guy and she knows my ex loves me but he refused then a few weeks later we chatted my ex and I and he told me not to talk to other guys they just want to mess around bla bla bla he's like I'm not jealous its just that I care ( YEAH RITE) then I felt like he's started to be nice again and we don't fight like before and he says the sweetest stuff then I'm like hey aren't we just friends he's like yea we are and then he's like to be honest I wanted to go back with you but I didn't know how! Because we lost contact and stuff.. I was so playing the "hard to get" game.. then I started talking to this guy on the phone and we talked about our previous relationships and I told him about mine which he happened to know my ex but I never told this guy my ex's name somehow this guy found out and my ex stopped talking to me and we just talked on the phone he said that this guy told me bla bla I'm like I have nothing to do with it he said okay and I said I'm sorry because I talked to someone else he's like okay I forgive you but I felt like he changed and stuff I txted him one day saying hey what's up? And we just txted and then I'm like are you still pissed off he was like I just don't want a relationship with you that just broke my heart I don't know how the hell a few days change his mind only because I talked to someone else I don't even talk to him anymore and he changed his mind about me this really broke my heart I don't know if I can trust a guy ever again and I don't want to love I feel like love is meaningles.. I just want to know if we will talk again normally I have a feeling like this time he is so serious and he won't forgive me at all I try to forget him at the day but at night its just me and my tears :'( everyone was like just give it time you'll see what will happen but I know I just have this feeling like we will just never talk again I can't see myself with someone else except him he just grabbed my heart and never let it go I don't know what you think I should do? Teellll me don't hesitate :)
